“Winds of inspiration”
Finding a courage to move, from where you are, stuck, or feeling just in the safe place, it all is, like going on a fishing boat every day, fish, come back, rest.
There was a line that inspired me the most, to think of my dreams, as destinations I would like to get. That adventures are for brave people, who never give up. There might be a lot of inner dialog, self doupt accouring, a lot of pointles noise, that is just there to fill the silence.
Are you ready to do it?
Can you?
Yes - You just need to be ready to face conseuences, in all of the things, that I’ve ever did I’m very happy
Sometimes there is nothing interesting to say, maybe
It is better to just wait it thorugh instead to try
Force something that doesn’t really count as something
Bla, bla bla, bla bla, if my thoughts are like bla bla bla, It is a sign for me to stop
Maybe the wind don’t blow, into sails from some important reason.
Maybe the wind is not blowing because the direction is different,
Than the map I belived that will get me there.
What if map I was following was not really the most accurate
How I speak, write, participate in the world, is a sum of evertyhing I lived until this very moment. For some reasons that I don’t fully understand speakers loose connection between eacheter. And I can hear that music of life between us plays differently.
But sometimes it might be, that I don’t fully get what someone is trying to tell me, but I feel it.
I just feel that it is right, and a nice person, that I can have some direction. A story that want’s to be unfold, played out, lived through.
What if life is throwing at us
All the hardships, because, direction we setteled
Would not het us, where we want to get, and the journey
Is unexpectedly, waiting to unfold, with a right sailior of life in another ship, in different waters.
Sharing something personal, honest, and authenthinc, is always a great honor for me to listen, if someone feels safe enough with me, to open up, and really speak their mind, I try to repay with presence and listetning and tryign to understand the point that someone was trying to give me, becuse even though we can speak the same language, we might miss understanding of ourselves without even realizing that there was a really meaningfull lesson there for us. We don’t need to understand each page from A to Z 100%, some things are making sense later. Just enjoy the journey, that someone is taking you when starts to share, because you never know where it may lead if you just go with them there.
Njáls saga
When I was talking to my Icelandic friend he started to share with me one of the most mentioned saga in his opinion.
He said : “ Vengence is part of the virtues of the Old Norse”
It cought my attention, What do you mean by that ?
Skalds had rap battles in old norse, the poets back then used Drápa - Freestyle (way of putting rhymes togheter) drápa
u, f. a heroic, laudatory poem; this word is probably derived from drepa, to strike, i. e. to strike the chords of an instrument, vide drepa A. I, as poems were at early times accompanied by instrumental music:
It didin’t made sense, but as I listen it was.
Freestyle means no thinking, no planning, just acting with your natural flow. So natural flow of converstation is staying connected to natural flow.
Saga it self seemed funny to me from perspective of killing eacheter, over some stupid I might say things, but…
As I commented the shortened version by my friend I gave him a feedback like this:
Beeing offended by someone’s stupid insults, means that you are a slave of your ego.
Knowing your worth is strongly coraleted to not needing to care, think about what others think of you.
So If you don’t need to proof anything to anyone you may consider yourself as Free.
And that how freestyle leads to authenthisity, and self expression on antoher level.
If you are stuck in a past, probably in freestyle conversations, old repated will accure
Like having a full emotional freezer, of old things, that were not expressed,
like strawberries frozen, taken out, when someone mentions summer
First thing that comes up, is the summer of 2012, when, grandma froze the fruits
And beeing offended by people not beeing interested in listening , is not understanding
You speak absent thought
I didin’t get what absent thought means, so the conversation just flowed into
You speak without thinking, personally I think, what do you think not personally ?
Single sentence might turn into a whole story, if topic will be pursued.
So If I’m trying to do something in this, post, is to describe a Wind of inspiration to talk, so Njall Saga, lead to beeing triggered by lack of understanding, lack of interest, if I tried to serve someone in a conversation, story of a past, and it was not really connected, it seems, like mubling, withouth context, like a absent thoguht, what are you trying to say ?
Tune into what is “This” Moment about, this topic, this situation, this relation, there will be an answer to that.
Journey inside of our worlds.
People in most of the cases will not care.
They are in their own little worlds, struggles, so if they are in pain, right now…
How they can be interested in other things, if their are numbed by the pain, and they just want it to go away ?
Conversation will flow, if you catch the wind, that brought you up togheter with other people, instead of trying to get something from emotional freezer, connect to what is on the table, ask personal questions, maybe you will hear stories that will astonish you, and you will learn something new. It is hard to learn something new, if You just keep talking.
