“Actions that cause effect”
Dear friend Reykjavik 18/12/2025 Thursday
There is never enoguh time to do what we want, talk, exchange ideas, to spend time and do somethings togheter.
In a way it helps me to appriciate moments, so much more, you know, time with family and fact that you want to arrange your life, so you can be present in life of your family. Hard to describe it, but I’m happy and insipiered thanks to you, to arrange my life so I could be more present in life of people that are close to me.
Because…, just because.
There have been so much going on, and there is never enough time to do the things we want, as I would love to write you a proper letter, I’m to occupied, and busy, with doing my own stuff. I’ve been working on my handwriting it has something more to it than just keyboard, more personal.
To share something without fear, just with intention of sharing.
I came to a big realisation
To be able to read myself, is not the same to understand myself, I’ll elaborate
So I started to write a letter, but I just wait to say those things personally, and to do that I need to write a lot, what I want to express, so just continuing in natural flow, of what I wanted to share with my friend.
I like to use my imagination
A lot.
Get out of box
But some boxes are nice to be in
Usually I go from left to right
As time goes - > Forward
Some ideas comes and I just feel like…
They are getting to a point, and they finish.
That is ok, some ideas feel more important then others
But feeling that came from
Writing in any line, orders as I want creates for me a Visual representation of how it feels
The same things written differently is about something else
It is like separation from I, others
If I write smaller letters that I did, maybe I will put them into a cloud.
Picture of my thoughts
May seem chaotic, but for me it makes a perfect sence.
Thoutghts were difficult for me to express, but somehow, I learned a process.
Process of my thinking.
F7
Emotion follow attention
Thikining direction leads to grow in a certain way
The place the thought came is a certain place.
If I will be able to describe it well, it will be a good picture of my thoughts
It will be a picture of my current emotional state, so I wll be a recorded moment
That I can come back to so, thogths can be simple, Like Thought7, F7 - For me makes sense.
There were moments
When nothing made sence
And I was because I didin’t wanted to connect with the world around
Let’s just call this “Thought” As F7, like in musical notation
So things grow from a single idea. All the things that came to this page came from F7
It is hard to explain, easier to feel, the emotion of it, is like gowing around a certain chord, scale
Withouth progression, it feels like it is going back in circules
But you can feel, the emotion that was there, when the thoutgh were playing out.
To not sound like talking about the same thing I need to make it clear, What do I want to express?
That inspiration F7 - was a action of my friend, about getting closer with family.
And everything that came after was cause and effect of my engagment in that idea.
People often want to know, but it takes commitment to understand
To know that my friend want’s to be closer to family is not to understand it
To understand is to expirence, of disconetction from mine, feeling like I’m missing out beeing a part of their lifes.
A expirience is to be exposed for the feeling of loss.
Once you knew, understood, expirienced F7 ( Dissconetion and recconection from family)
That is when you can give extra brain calories, to give it colors, flavors, and make it approachable for people
Are you ready to understand to how does it feel, what personal things are about ? Because that is talking about someting real.
