“Be occupied”

If I was trying to make a connection with someone, t hey were having a bit of defence mechanizim. They were not interested in talking to me.

I thought to myself then. Do I look strong ? Do I look healthy, happy, respectfull to myself, am I in need of anything ? Smell nice, decent, clean, reasonable, have good fiziology, am I calm? Be calm, be present, be aware, gather be what you can from avaible items around you.

Reputation is not to repeat

Impression of yourself as a human who people want to be friend of. If a field of a group is unknown, uncertain, not much connection between us, nor understanding, that is the moment when it is better to observe.

Observe adapt, overcome. Maybe your social batteries are good, maybe you don’t need to socialize.

A boy seeking attetion is becoming a man decived into his own inner dialog

You are percived as you percive yourself

Real strenght is not the phisical one, it is to be strong with your mind.

How does it feel to be the most appriciated artist in the room ?

How does it feel to get applauze for 5 minutes and then get a second aplouze after a uniqe original project ?

How does it feel to complete project after project ?

How does it feel to feel the music that sounds as greatest composers ?

The only way to find out is to ….

Do it in your own skin, becoming slowly, the fire, that started with the spark of inspiration, just educate yourself to be able to pull that off.

Now.

The human conciousnes is just a mix of everything that was taking place since the beggining of time, all of the unresolved traumas, all of the events that happened to our parents, their parents, and all of the parents before us. One mind is not separate from others, we feel togheter, but disconect ourselves from that, and slowly disintagrate, and beeing consumed by insanity of the algorythms, we are beeing fed with feeds, lies, temptations